What is your definition of Godliness if it is not something you FEEL mind, body and soul?
God longs for a close, intimate and personal relationship with each one of us. It is up to us to choose if we will develop that closeness or not.
How do we do this? By doing the right things, obeying His commandments whether people are watching or not. By choosing to please Him always irrespective of whose ox is gored.
Until you can FEEL the relationship that you have with God…you have not attained that connection.
Start by purifying your intention and your heart. All the best!?